The Dark.

It always starts with the dark. It can be comforting to some. Downright terrible for others. And then there are the lonely ones. They can stand the dark, because in a see of sadness and nothingness, it makes them feel better. I don't know why, I'm not that far. 
Anyways, lonely people are sad people. I'm a lonely person. I am also a good person. But we all know what happens to good people. Their lives destroy them. It's almost impossible to be nice these days, because whenever you are, the world throws everything bad that can ruin your life. 
As it might have done to me. I don't know. 
Anyways, the dark can help someone feel less pain. It can make your problems feel like nothing, because your problems are surrounded by nothing. Nothing can feed it, keep it going, or ask it to change. It has no input, so eventually, your problem is nothing to you anymore.
The dark.
Anyways, if you don't know what I'm talking about, just forget about this journal. I'm talking to anyone reading this. 
Sadness.
Darkness can make sad and angry emotions disappear. Because they are fed by nothing, so eventually, it is nothing. Or I think. I haven't ever tried. 
All I've done is cried.
If you don't understand this, and you have one of those perfect lives, forget this journal, you have no need to remember it. It's for us, the ones who know what it is to feel hurt. It'so for the people like us. 
Don't leave me, please. 
The dark is for the people that are lonely, and want to get rid of their not happy emotions. And the world was made for people to take it. And we did. And there are those people that have a crappy life because of it. 
I'm one of them. 
So, just remember, if you ever feel too lonely, or too sad, or too angry, try sitting in the darkness. It will help relieve you of your feeling. Maybe. I've never tried it. Or don't try it, because I just made this whole creepy deviation based around it, writing down the fear that I have. 
Just... 
Just please don't leave me. 
Please.
*walks away*